Thursday, October 30, 2008

我幸福吗?

人家一直说我很幸福...
说我要什么就有什么...
表面上我是很幸福...住这样大间的屋子...有自己的房间...驾进口车...要电脑有电脑....要ps2有ps2...要psp有psp...没有做工..读学院...
一般来说我算是很幸福了...
可是我并不这么觉得...
这些东西都不是我自己努力赚钱要来的...
其实我什么都没有...

我也不懂怎么说...
只是...这个问题一直出现在我脑海里....
'我幸福吗?'

1 comment:

Bee said...

Chun.. 不要不开心!
I know you felt like you've done nothing to achieve what you possess now. I feel the same too. Whatever I have now are not earned by myself either.
Guess how I encouraged myself to achieve what I want? I keep telling myself that my parents work even harder to fulfill my needs so the least I could do to let them feel that it worth the price they paid for my studies is to study and achieve fairly acceptable results.
All you need is a source of inspiration and determination. You are the furthest from useless. Things don't always go your way so when it doesn't, think about what you can do to improve the situation and not blaming yourself. I have faith in you so you better have faith in yourself.
Studying can be very annoying and stressful when you don't get what you're studying. Maybe seek help from friends who understand or try to relate it to the reality or look for the logic in it if you find it hard to memorize it. I know easier said than done, but no harm trying right? It's better to try and fail rather than fail to try. If you try, you still have hope and chance to improve but if you fail to try, you'll have nothing.
Sorry if I'm too blunt but I just don't hope to see you like this. You need to find your passion! (=