Clubbing...

I said i hate ppl clubbing..
I said i hate that kind of places..
I said these ppl are stupid..

I SAID

now i say, i choose this way to forget any sad things..
maybe it is just an excuse..
i dont know....
im confuse..

why am i doing this...
why i did what i said is stupid!
now is 4.16AM
just came back from clubbing..
2nd times in 2 weeks time..
i dont know... what i want?? what i did?? why im doing this??? why? for what?
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